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About Words
Oct. 9th, 2005 08:34 pmAt the moment I am taking notes for AP enviro, which is boring. I figure if I take notes on the whole of the upcoming unit I well be free from reading the book for a fair time. While taking a break I looked over my notes. I realized that I had marking about 10 things as important. Thats a lot considering how little notes and pages I have read.
I mark so many things in my life important why do I mark them important. If you look though my life there are so many marked important. Most of my texts books have things circled that I call important. When I think about it, why do I mark things as important. It is such a horrible way to group things. Things can by important for so many reasons. they could be important because they help me live or could put be in a better place or they mean something to me. I did to redefine what things are important to be.
Moving on from that...
Last night I hung out at the GSA meeting. We watched Hedwig and the Angry Inch. Good movie very funny and the right group of people to watch it with. After the movie we sat and talked for a long time. Many things were discussed. the word inseminate was uttered to many times in only humorist ways. I find that whenever I am with a large group of people I tend to think up questions that I never voice but stay with me for days. One of them arose from a girl who was talking about this guys back which she thought was beautiful. I realized that I have don't really consider very many things beautiful. What is beauty? Yet another one I need to learn the meaning to not in a word sense but in a world sense. its odd because I wake up and the first thing I read every mourning is a part of a letter that my brother sent me about a year ago. it reads: Don't be afraid to experience life. Be afraid to experience life without understanding the potential and beauty of every situation. I have in hanging above my door. what beauty should I be looking for in every situation? I hope I find it. I hope I find beauty in every from whether it be human, land or abstract.
I mark so many things in my life important why do I mark them important. If you look though my life there are so many marked important. Most of my texts books have things circled that I call important. When I think about it, why do I mark things as important. It is such a horrible way to group things. Things can by important for so many reasons. they could be important because they help me live or could put be in a better place or they mean something to me. I did to redefine what things are important to be.
Moving on from that...
Last night I hung out at the GSA meeting. We watched Hedwig and the Angry Inch. Good movie very funny and the right group of people to watch it with. After the movie we sat and talked for a long time. Many things were discussed. the word inseminate was uttered to many times in only humorist ways. I find that whenever I am with a large group of people I tend to think up questions that I never voice but stay with me for days. One of them arose from a girl who was talking about this guys back which she thought was beautiful. I realized that I have don't really consider very many things beautiful. What is beauty? Yet another one I need to learn the meaning to not in a word sense but in a world sense. its odd because I wake up and the first thing I read every mourning is a part of a letter that my brother sent me about a year ago. it reads: Don't be afraid to experience life. Be afraid to experience life without understanding the potential and beauty of every situation. I have in hanging above my door. what beauty should I be looking for in every situation? I hope I find it. I hope I find beauty in every from whether it be human, land or abstract.
